The Daily Grind

I've been doin just alright this week, meal times are easy and well structured but after dinner I kinda lose it on treats.  I use stupid excuses like "I deserve it" and what not...but truly, I deserve better than treats, right?  I've gotta start thinking THAT way.  And I try to brush my teeth within an hour of dinner so I won't be able to eat again after that.  I went to the gym twice this week which really is kinda hard with work and I feel bad cuz I go pick the boys up from the after-school day care then we drive right over to the gym where they go to the gym's day care...it makes me feel like a bad momma...so much guilt.  Then by the time we get home there is no time for anything except dinner and packing lunches for the next day, getting the boys showered and making sure their homework is done.  (Not that Luke's homework is all that stressful...today he had to run in place for 2 minutes and see if his heart was beating quickly).