In a Major Funk

Ok, So I'm in this major funk right now that I can't get out of! I think it's been since Pearrygin that I have been struggling to stay motivated. Maybe it's the moving, maybe it's adjusting to a new life here in Sedro Woolley. Really, those are just excuses. I looked at myself in the mirror just now and I LITERALLY look 6 months pregnant! I don't want to be pregnant but I wish there was a reason I look like this other than pure laziness. I haven't been counting calories or exercising at all. I did go running yesterday but it was not enjoyable at all because I had to run along the highway with cars whizzing by all the time. No fun. There are no trails here at all. I don't know what I'm going to do about that. I CAN'T give up running. It's all I've got as far as exercising. I do aerobics and stuff but until I get an area rug, I can't really do it here because it's so loud on the hardwood floor and Owen wakes up. I am going to run in that 9 mile race still next Saturday and I think I'll be fine, but I really need to find something around here that will work for me. I will try again tomorrow to find somewhere else but I don't have high hopes. Anyway, I need some suggestions on how to stay motivated other than the pregnancy look because I've been sporting that look forever and it doesn't seem to motivate me enough. I guess I just need to go back to blogging every day and reporting calories and stuff. But is anyone reading it anymore? This blog is like a ghost town lately. I know everyone is super busy with work and school and houses so I understand. But I'm going to be trying to write a blog every day to keep me on track. I hope that helps! Any other suggestions?